Series: Sexy Ten #2
By: Kariss Stone
Publication Date: January 13, 2018
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He trailed a slow path of kisses over my stomach. My muscles clenched in toe-curling anticipation until he was there, massaging my slick, aching cleft with his hot tongue. âCome for me, angel,â he murmured against my flesh, his words uttered in that soft, lilting Brazilian accent that got me every time.
I gripped his hair as he sent me to the brink of ecstasy with every slide and twirl he made. I inhaled sharply, arched into him, wanting more, needing more. He glided his tongue around the lips of my sex, lapping at my clit until my body trembled.
His tongue went deeper into my slit, lapping and sucking and swirling while I moaned louder. My grip on his hair tightened, my body melted as I reached the pinnacle, about to soarâ
A deep voice sliced through my erotic dream. I blinked hard trying to recall where I was and realizing through the lust haze in my brain, Iâd been asked a question.
Paul, my colleague in the Physics faculty readjusted his too-big spectacles as he stared at me, silent, waiting for my response. âSorry, what was that?â I didnât know why I was having this daydream in the staff room.
âI asked if you wish you were overseas again.â
Clearing my throat, I sat up straighter in my chair, hoping the heat in my cheeks and my no doubt dreamy look wouldnât give me away. âYeah, it would be great to travel again.â
âAnd sailing around the Greek Isles. Lucky you.â Paul turned his attention to their other colleague. âWhen are you going overseas again, Harold?â
While the men conversed, I thought about the amazing time Iâd shared with businessman Eric Madison. It had been a whirlwind two months of mind-blowing sexual experiences with desserts in Australia and exotic locations around the world. But our affair had ended three weeks ago, after our last trystâan orgy in a spa bath filled with jelly. Eric had promised to call the following week, keen to begin a new fantasy adventure. But he hadnât called, and hurt swamped me.
âWhat do you think Charlotte?â
Paul again. It was nice he always included me in his conversations. âSorry, what do I think about what?â I hadnât meant to be distracted, usually Iâm good at listening to people.
Haroldâs piercing grey gaze met mine before he grinned, as though he could see inside my head and was enjoying the show. âIt seems your mind is a million miles away today. We wanted to know what you thought of that Fluid Dynamics article.â
Oh yes, Iâd read that. âThe results are remarkable. Itâs certainly caught the attention of the public eye.â I rose from my place at the lunch table. âWill you excuse me for a moment, gentlemen?â Tightness coiled in my chest. I needed fresh air.
Once outside the Physics building, I let out a deep breath. Eric Madison. Thinking about him had caused me to flee the suddenly claustrophobic lunchroom. The radio silence was probably his way of giving me the hint heâd changed his mind, no longer keen to meet up for the next sexual adventure he had in mind. Well, I got the hint.
Unless heâs been busy and hasnât had time to see you the rational part of my brain reasoned. Donât forget he runs a successful renewable energy company, not to mention his BDSM clubs. And there was that embezzlement drama.
Of course, but not even a quick text to say Hi. Iâve been crazy busy but will call you very soon? Maybe I was asking too much.
Hurt bloomed within me. I was taking it harder than usual because Iâd fallen in love with him, despite knowing he wasnât looking for a long-term relationship. His fear of commitment hung between us like an impenetrable metal sheet, yet I had no idea why. His heart remained a closed book. I could only assume heâd been betrayed by a woman he loved. Or was there another reason to explain his commitment phobia?
Frustrated and angry, I decided as hard as it would be, Iâd have to close that chapter of my life, even though a part of me would always love him. I didnât like these feelings. Experiencing sadness and disillusionment when my ex boyfriend broke my heart a couple of years ago had been enough. I needed to protect my heart and not fall deeper. I would send Eric a text tomorrow and leave it at that, getting the closure I needed. Hopefully. I wouldnât send a text now, choosing to wait until I was in a better head space. I didnât want to lash out and be a total bitch, out of respect for all the wonderful things heâd done for me, all those amazing experiencesâ¦not to mention the fact heâd saved my lifeâ¦
I switched off my computer after a fourteen hour day overseeing the production of a new type of solar panel, the first of its kind in Australia. It would revolutionize the energy industry. Rolling my head and shoulders, I rose to my feet, exhausted and in need of a good sleep. I hopped into my Audi and drove off into the busy Sydney traffic, thankful it was only a short trip to my apartment down by Circular Quay.
Twenty minutes later I slumped on the leather lounge with a beer in hand, switched on the TV and placed my feet on the coffee table, that same laid-back position I always adopted when not in my office. Yep. The bachelor life was great, no woman to tell me to get my shoes off the table.
I flipped channels. The Simpsons. Charlotte laughing at one of Homerâs funny reactions. Memories of her flooded my mindâtimes weâd watched the show together. Iâd been comfortable with her from the moment weâd met, but falling in love, being in a committed relationship were things I avoided, thanks to my parents. Even though sheâd agreed to casual, never asking for anything more, I suspected Charlotteâs feelings for me ran deeper than she admitted to. But there was no way I was getting caught up in a serious relationship.
As I got ready for bed, a text message sounded on my mobile phone. It was from Charlotte.
âHi Eric, hope youâre doing okay. I just wanted to say thanks for everything and I wish you all the best.â
I jerked up straight, my heart skipped a beat. This sounded like she was ending things with me. âWhereâs this coming from?â I texted back.
âNow that weâre back in the real world and busy with our lives a new sexual adventure is probably not on the cards.
Okay, I didnât know women that well, but was this veiled anger? âDo you want me to call you?â
She texted her reply. âNo. Thereâs nothing to discuss. I just wanted to say thanks again for the amazing time we shared, and I wish you well. I hope you got that embezzlement drama sorted out and found the guy. All the best with everything. Bye.â
I surged to my feet, off-kilter, in unfamiliar emotional territory.
Frustrated, I slumped back down on the sofa and shoved a hand through my hair. A big void opened in my chest. Loss swamped me like a tidal wave. I was the one who did the dumping. What do I do about this?
A part of me knew if Iâd called her I would have been tempted to see her straight away. Iâd be vulnerable, and my control over my emotions could slip. I was always planning on calling her though. But Iâd needed more time to deal with the various work issues. Stillâ¦I twisted my lips together. I could have at least sent her a text, even a quick âhi, am really busy but will contact you as soon as I canâ.
Now she was saying goodbye. Something I wasnât expecting. Would it be better if I let her go?
Could I let her go?
Okay. I could do two things. Call her and try to get us back on the same page, but Iâd have to keep my deeper emotions in check. Or I could accept her wishes and let her walk out of my life. But God, I didnât want that. She was too special to me.
Donât make a decision now. Sleep on it.
Just then my mobile rang. My best mate Martin who was always there for me.
âHey, mate, you still up?â Martin never worried about what time he called.
âSo I ended up asking Liz out, and she said yes.â
Liz. Martinâs personal trainer. âThatâs great. She seems really nice.â
âYeah she is. But Iâd like you to meet her for more than a minute. Can you come to the pub Friday night?â
âUm â¦ yeah â¦ yeah I guessâ¦â
âAre you okay? You sound flat.â
Rubbing my tired eyes, I pondered how I should reply, not wanting to dwell on my emotions at ten-thirty at night. âNothingâs wrong. Sorry, just tired.â Well that was true. âBut Iâm happy for you, Martin. Iâd love to meet her, too.â Even though Martinâs ex-fiancÃ©e, Priscilla, had broken his heart six months ago, he still believed in love. I meant it when I said I was happy for him.
âYouâve heard from her, havenât you?â Martin asked bluntly.
I knew he was referring to Charlotte. Were guys meant to be this perceptive?
âAnd I bet sheâs not happy you havenât called her.â
Exactly what Iâd thought. I couldnât lie to my best mate. âYeah I heard from her. She sent me a text saying âthanks, it was nice knowing you, have a good lifeâ, words to that effect.â
âYep, sheâs pissed. You should have called her by now, like I said.â
âMan, Iâm too buggered to get into this with you. Iâll talk to you later. Bye.â I disconnected the call and switched off my phone.
Lying awake in bed, I wasnât able to get Charlotte out of my mind and heart despite the wall Iâd built. But that didnât mean anything. I simply missed her because I enjoyed her company. Sheâd become special to me, but past experiences prevented me from being in a committed relationship. I couldnât open up to her. She wouldnât get it. I only had to remember that night a year ago. Iâd been drinking at the pub with my brother and his girlfriend and after a few beers told her why Iâd sworn off love and serious relationships, thinking sheâd understand. Sheâd been that type of person. Instead sheâd given me this weird, puzzled look like I had rocks in my head, before laughing. âThatâs a ridiculous reason. It makes no sense. Youâve got issues, man.â If she could make me feel like a loser then any woman could, even Charlotte. No. I couldnât give my heart to any woman. It was better to keep things fun and light with her and while I didnât do commitment and love, I wanted to keep being around her. I loved her energy, and her personality. But Iâd understand if she still wanted to walk out of my life because I couldnât give her promises and roses and the happily ever after.
And with her text sheâd pretty well done just that.
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